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- David Akinsanya remembers his media days
I was born to a Nigerian father and English mother in Essex. After 18 months in a private foster home, my mum was forced to stop paying so I was taken into care. I stayed in the same family group children’s home run by Auntie Betty. I was really happy there until she left - I acted out and didn’t understand why she didn’t come to see me. I later learned that she was told not to reply to my letters and cards (they were given to me by her family at her funeral). One of the worst periods of my life was after being excluded from primary school (soon after Aunty Betty left) - I was sent to a Mal adjusted school. I can remember crying in the car with the social worker because I knew it was where “all the bad kids” were sent. It was a scary place and kids often violently assaulted other kids and staff. I’ll also never forget my first night in an independent living project and my first night in a prison cell age 17. My transition into adulthood was very difficult. The best thing I did was to leave my home town after I left custody. I started doing voluntary work and trying to prove that I was not a bad person - I left that image behind and never committed any crimes after that. Not long after leaving youth custody, I got involved with a group called Black and In Care. I helped make a powerful video about the experiences of youngsters in the system. The film was used to train social workers and to raise important issues. I often showed the film and watched people come to more understanding just by hearing the lived experiences. That was when I decided I wanted to get into the media. It took me a long time and many applications before I got my “big break” – a full time job at the BBC. To get that job I had done research at The Sunday Times, worked as an undercover researcher on The Cook Report and Dispatches (C4) and made many community films for the GLC and others. Most of my colleagues had been to University and were older than me when they started. I got in young and had so much to offer the programmes I worked on. I was a researcher on a daily topical programme called Kilroy. I often found other teams on the programme coming to me when they wanted “real people” – not spokes people but people like me – ex offenders, those with real life experience and just normal people – they often had to find people through press officers, my route was quicker. I went on to work on this programme 4 times. I then took all my contacts and ideas and concentrated on documentaries and current affairs programmes. One of my achievements was being the youngest producer working with Channel 4 on a series called Sex Talk. We produced 10 studio discussions and 5 films which gave me more experience of film making. I enjoyed making films “with” people and often got to the bottom of stories because of my background and experience. I made a number of tv and radio programmes in the early days of the rise in Gangs in London, Manchester and Birmingham and even got reports onto the 10 O’clock News (that really impressed my dad). I occasionally left the BBC and went to work for Central TV, Sky News and Channel 4 as I never felt they appreciated me and the money was always better away from the beeb. My best job where I felt I had the most control over my work was at Sky News. I could basically make 26 minute films about whatever I wanted. I made the first positive progamme about Notting Hill Carnival which won awards, I produced the Book Show and other features. I went back to the BBC and worked in Current Affairs on programmes like Black Britain, Correspondent and This World and made a few programmes about my life in the care system and my sexuality. The work I am most proud of was made with Channel 4 – called “Find me a family” it addressed the need to find people to adopt older kids and siblings. Since doing less media work I have done health and well being training, Outreach coordinator and now work in Health care as the lead on Equalities. Follow David on Twitter: @DavidAkinsanya
- Representation by Alan Dapré
I know myself better than anyone. Or so I think. People are complicated. Life is complicated. Rather than being a level playing field, life offers up an uneven, inconsistent landscape. Uphill one moment, with a great view. Then stumbling downhill in the dark, wondering which way to go. Adults who should have been there for me when I was in care were conspicuous by their absence. Authority figures came and went, which in some ways is worse. I had eleven social workers and each one solemnly promised to be my last. A promise made purely to reassure a lonely child; a promise to build trust and hope, which made every grown-up’s sudden departure so much harder to take. The adult me knows that such people come and go. They do their best in difficult circumstances. But consistency costs. Money has to be provided to fund essential care services so children and young adults have the best start in life, the best representation. It’s that word again. For representation to mean something it must involve dealing with people as individuals, not stereotypes. It links to how care leavers are viewed in society. A childhood spent in the care system doesn’t - despite what newspapers might say - automatically drop us into ‘victim’, ‘fighter’ or ‘survivor’ mode. Many of us have shown great resilience (another much used word), adapting to change as a necessary part of survival. But what if a child is not resilient? It doesn’t make that person frail or not tough enough. It just means that the system has not worked hard enough or flexibly enough to support and nurture an individual through their formative years. I spent my teenage years shuttling between children’s home and a boarding school that was more Lord of the Flies than Harry Potter. Burnt with candles, made to swing from hot pipes high off the ground, hit with slippers. Who would do that to a child screaming inside, trying to find a voice? Institutions never managed to crush my spirit. I fought back when I could, tried to be calm, kind and a friend to others. But the labelling stuck. Teachers labelled me ‘low ability’, rather than seeing the truth; that numerous distractions were swirling through my childhood years. I remember vowing to show them what I could do. I soon learned one important thing. To ignore the voice in my head that said I wasn’t good enough. At university, I met lifelong friends. Supportive and there for me. I tried to pay on the kindness in the way I communicated with others. It was why I became a primary teacher. To show that children from a care background can be nurturing, thoughtful and a positive influence. Representation is often done on behalf of someone, though it can also be an act of re presentation. Taking on a new form, a different path, a fresh outlook. I wanted to be a representative. An ambassador for myself. To prove that life doesn’t stop when you leave care. It’s the beginning of a personal journey of moving beyond impersonable labels; Children in Care, Care Experienced, Looked After Children, Service Users. Some adults are advocates and represent children in care at decision making meetings with the Local Authority or school. They seek to uphold a child or young person’s legal rights and ensure they are fairly treated. Empathy is important, necessary even, to do their role. It is especially significant when it comes to politics where our political representatives represent people from all walks of life. Members of Parliament make the laws that I live by even though, for many, their lived experiences are vastly different to mine. Life is not a level playing field, remember. The current Education Secretary, Gavin Williamson, recently announced that a ban on placing vulnerable children under the age of 16 in unregulated accommodation would come into force in September 2021. He said, ‘Vulnerable children under 16 are too young for the type of accommodation that provides a place to stay but not the care and support that they need.’ Why stop at 15? Where does this law leave slightly older vulnerable young people - children(!) - who are just 16 and 17 years old? Unfortunately, it leaves them in unregulated accommodation, at great risk from the likes of unscrupulous landlords, traffickers and drug gangs. The right representation is important. We all need angels, champions and allies in our lives. Non-judgemental, genuinely caring role models who channel positive perspectives and can help change the course of a young person’s life. Why? So the full story can be told… Alan Dapré March 2021 Alan Dapré is the author of more than fifty books for children. He has also written over one hundred television scripts, transmitted in the UK and around the world. His plays have been on BBC Radio 4 and published for use in schools worldwide. During a turbulent childhood in children's homes, Alan took comfort from stories. "I see books as awesome black holes with infinite possibilities that suck you in and transport you to new worlds. I love their universal appeal." Follow Alan on Twitter: @AlanDapre